so close and faraway

So close and so faraway.
i Can see you in the school,
could tell you any day the truth,
but i'm stupid and don't know why cannot say nothing.
You can more than me.
you can control my mind
& for you i do everything.
I'll die for you and only for you.
sometimes a question comes to  why i do it?.
A lot people said me:
are you a dummy?,
you cannot feel,
you're nothing.
I mean they could be right,
but i only do it for you,
because you're the only in the world for me.